Thursday, August 29, 2013

THE ELEVATOR





You're totally relaxed,

everything feels good....
the voice tells us we are now going in the elevator...
the door goes swoosh ..
and down we go to a place of warmth and safety....
we can feel when she moves on the couch ..
when she takes a sip of coffee..
when she jumps as the phone makes noise..
but none of it matters we are relaxed and safe...
deeper and deeper we go .



then we get to a dark place..
we are still in control we can always leave...
we  feel her hand ..
she is with us..
we go further....
and that's when the terror hits...
we are floating above watching a little girl Sam..
she is crying and terrible things are being done to her.....
she calls for me..
and in the blink of an eye we have switched places,,and i am now feeling what she has endured all these years ...
it is now her floating above and me experiencing the pain and torture.....
the clock is ticking and the voice is gently bringing us back ..
we are crying and scared ..
and the voice comforts us and hold us like we've never felt before ..
and we gently fall asleep in her arms...



we are safe...





TOGETHR...I LOVE YOU FOREVER






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4 comments:

  1. Awhhh Bonnie, how I have missed your sweet voice. I know that this has to be so very difficult to discuss out on the open internet, but it tells me you have moved one more step closer to healing ♥ Remember, I am always here to talk...to listen...to just be ♥

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  2. God bless you, my sweet Bonnie! Let P. see you through . . .
    Prayers your way!
    Blessings always!

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  3. A very good poem. I love how you wrote it.

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